Hey there blogger, it's been awhile!
Man I sure have a whole bunch of things to work out. Falling through with blog goals is not the only thing I'm not proud of. But you know, discouraged as it may be I'll try to iron out my kinks and keep on trying until it sticks. I recently saw a Confucian quote that put it best, "it doesn't matter how slowly you go as long as you don't stop."
You may recognize that quote from that one time you tried to edit your Tumblr template. Yup, after months of telling my folks I'd make a Tumblr I finally made one! In the constant critical analysis of my life's screw ups, I inferred that one of the reasons I shy away from consistent blog posts is my insecure perfection mentality when it comes to my artwork.
I don't like to admit it but all the inspiring drawings and illustrations I admire, for instance every time I look up Sean "Cheeks" Galloway or read Double K, I can't help but get a little discouraged. And since discouragement is such an unfavorable sensation I tend to bury it by distracting myself with other, usually wasteful, activities - such as the oh so familiar comfort zones of video games or comics. I know this is a terrible mentality but this is why I'd like to call it out here, so that I may cut it at the chord!
That's the motivation between developing disciplines: in the hopes of promoting scenarios where I live intentionally free from temptations of excuses.
Here's the link where I'll be dumping my artwork~ Who knows, maybe I'll actually get better and have things I'd like to post here. c:
http://cupnoodledoodler.tumblr.com/
